Genre: Chick lit, romance, disability
Narrative Style: First person from a number of different people, chronological
Rating: 2/5
Published: 2012
Format: Kindle
Synopsis: Louisa Clark is in need of a new job. The job centre sends her to be carer to quadriplegic, Will Traynor. Will is rude and miserable and at first refuses to acknowledge Louisa. She hates it but perseveres and soon, Will’s happiness begins to mean a lot to her. Then she discovers that Will has given his parents six months before he goes to Dignitas and ends his life and she tries many schemes to make him change his mind.
Reading Challenges: TBR 10 Yr Challenge hosted by Roof Beam Reader
Time on shelf: I bought this when the film came out. It was 99p on Kindle so I bought it but very quickly I decided I probably wouldn’t like it so it sat on the shelf.
I don’t know why I do it to myself. Whenever there is a book that is really popular and I decide to read it, I always hate it. (Where the Crawdads Sing, The Thursday Murder Club, The Time Traveller’s Wife to name but three.) I put off reading this for that very reason, not to mention that when the film came out, disability activists were up in arms. I wasn’t sure I wanted to ever read it. Putting it on this list meant that I had to read it.
It didn’t take long for me to be irritated. The characters were immediately stereotypical. Lou Clark was a quirky, working class heroine. Will was upper class, used to having his own way and sullen because he felt he was no longer in control of his life. I found the stereotyping offensive even without the disability angle. (Salt of the earth, working class heroine reminds buttoned up upper class hero what it means to love. How tedious.) Lou’s family seem to have stepped out of a dickens novel about poverty – sister Treena is a single mom, dad makes furniture and gets laid off halfway through( but luckily is saved by Will and given a job working for his dad!), mum spends all her time looking after Lou’s grandfather who has had a stroke. They all live in the same house and there is never enough money to go round. All of them seemed like “characters” rather than actual people.
I was also unconvinced by Lou’s relationship with her boyfriend, Patrick – a man obsessed with running and training and eating the right thing. Although Lou says that he was different when they first got together, it was very difficult to see how they had managed to have a relationship last for seven years. I certainly didn’t see why Lou still put up with him. He was unpleasant and only seemed to see a version of Lou that he would prefer – one that would train with him, for example. Lou, then, was ripe for falling in love and Will came into the picture at just the right time.
Of course, at first Will is singularly unpleasant and Lou wants to quit but money troubles mean that she can’t. Slowly, Will becomes more communicative especially after a visit from his ex girlfriend Alicia who is getting married to his best friend Rupert, both of whom are horrible. Then Louisa hears Mrs Traynor and Will’s sister, Georgina, talking about the fact that they had six months to convince Will he wanted to live. If they couldn’t do it, then he would end his life at Dignitas in Switzerland. Lou finds this hard to understand and so she decides that she will try to make the future as exciting as possible for Will as she feels that he should want to live, that she can make things more exciting for him and if she just tries hard enough, he will realise that actually life is good. It seemed obvious to me that Will would not change his mind.
I feel like there is no good way to end this narrative. First of all, there is the way it actually ends. Will, despite the fact that he loves Louisa, still goes to Switzerland. This is what angered the disability rights groups so much. Will has the money to pay for whatever he needs. He could live a reasonable life. He has people who love him. But still, he decides to kill himself. I understand that people could see this as meaning disabled people have no role in society but I do not think that this is what Moyes intended to say. In fact, I think that Will’s decision had more to do with the fact that he is unused to having to take anything into account when he decides to do something. Before his accident, he had money and he travelled extensively. He hiked and climbed mountains. After the accident, he has to think about his disability all the time and if it doesn’t stop him from doing something, it puts huge obstacles in the way. Louisa (and her mother) fail to understand this because they have to think carefully about every decision they make because they have no money and no spare time. Also, everyone, apart from Will, opposes the idea of going to Dignitas There are many moral arguments given against this decision in the novel. If Moyes’ felt that disabled people have no meaning within society, I think she may have chosen to play this a little differently.
So what about a different ending? I feel, although all those readers who say they cried may feel differently, that if Will had changed his mind, it would have been no better. In fact, as I neared the end of the novel, I was unsure what to wish for. I didn’t particularly want Will to kill himself but I was also offended by the idea that the love of a quirky working class girl might be enough to save the day. Neither Louisa nor her mother really think about what Will is going through. They think about the fact that they will miss him and they call him selfish for all the hurt that he will cause but they do not think about what he might feel, when he has yet another bout of pneumonia or when he gets an infection he can’t shake off. It seemed to me that Will wanted to have control over his death, to have a good death and be able to say goodbye to people. A fair enough wish, I would think.
Finally, I found the class politics of this novel annoying. Pre-accident, Will has money, a job in the city and is able to travel all over the world. Lou, by contrast, is working in a café enjoying the eccentricities of the customers. Their paths would not have crossed of not for Will’s accident. That’s one hell of a plot device. And then there is the fact that Will leaves her a lot of money so she can go to university and live a life she would not have managed otherwise. Suitable compensation for not having his company? I certainly didn’t feel it was the romantic ending that everyone else seemed to. Ultimately, she learns to be a better person through her contact with Will and then she gets to live a better life through the money he leaves her. Both of these left a sour taste in my mouth.
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